every time i vent about things, someone almost immediately responds back with negativity and i get so scared about it responding or going on that i just delete the post. it feels cowardly and i know the people who see it probably think it is and i want to not care but sometimes i really really care. i just wish i felt safe talking about it to anyone. i want a hug. i want to be able to feel safe talking about anything with anyone without feeling like i have to justify it. i hate feeling like being transmasc is something i have to defend. i hate feeling like my oppression is something that has to be defended. if anyone sees this, please just listen to the people around you. trans people are not your enemy. transmascs and trans men are not your enemy. please. we're all just as scared as you are. being scared should not be our default. i love you. i'm sorry