is it bad to say now that school is actually a few hours away, I want to kill myself?????? I actuallyiung fucking hate school. YES I know that its supposed to not be fun, but the anxiety it brings fucking kills me. School has been the NUMBER ONE THING to bring down my confidence by like a thousand notches. Now, I'm just some lonely fucker who has friends that sometimes talk to them. I feel fucking pathetic. dude, I take my medication for my depression, but how am I supposed to go through school again? and face those classmates again?? im tired, and I want to just sleep forever. but. I have a partner thats still with me, and now that I feel like pressure is on me to just continue living because I don't want to make my partner do something irrational... I love my partner, I truly do, but now that school is coming, I don't think i'll have a very good mindset anymore. someone please fucking help me. I feel as if I'm being selfish, but I don't know if my head will be ok.has it ever been?