Rant #14858

I feel like everyone in my family wishes I was dead or non existent. I receive insults daily about how destructive, irresponsible and pathetic I am. It's gone to the point that I can't stand being alive because they make me feel like shit. And when I do vent my frustrations it makes me feel like an idiot because I can't do anything right in my life. All I want to do is make people proud but all I do is create more harm than good. I really want to kill myself.