I don’t want to be the smart kid. It is wasted potential. I don’t wanna be a scientist or astronaut or any of that shit. I just want to chase tornadoes for a living. I don’t like being smart, I hate it. I always put too much expectations on myself, if I get anything below an A+ I get destroyed. Almost all my friends ask me for help on assignments. I was moved up in math. I just can’t do this. I don’t want to be smart. I just want to be normal. Everyone wants to be smart until they know the toll it takes on you.
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