Rant #14797

It's embarrassing to say, but I can't even find a suicide hotline here in my country. There are only three people who usually understand me, but they haven't replied for days, and even when I told them I was going to temporarily delete social media, they told me to do what I wanted. ALL OF THEM, even though they don't even know each other. They're probably too busy and dealing with their own problems. I usually know how to get out of this, but somehow I always forget.