i fucking hate my brother. i sometimes fantasize stabbing him. a few days ago he went to the hospital thinking he had a heart attack. i knew he was being an overdramatic little wuss, but there was a part of me that wishes he really was having one, and that he died. i do not think i would care at all if he died. i want to die too. i hate everything about myself and he has only made me feel worse. i hate everything and everyone and i do not care if i sound like some emo 13 year old when I am in fact 8 years older. I just want everything to end
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