i had sex with this guy. i caught feelings and he said he wasn’t ready for a relationship. i then sent him 5 paragraphs when i was high about how i had feelings and really liked him. he told everyone and tried to have sex with another girl right after. i then realized i was just a hit and run. it was only for my body. now i cant look at or talk to a guy the same. every time i thing of a relationship i feel like physically vomiting. he hurt me that bad.