i miss my friends. my girlfriend. my school. my town. now i'm somehwere i'm not supposed to be. it's so hot here. i miss the cool weather of new jersey. i miss you guys. i'm too afraid to text you guys about my problems and also make it yours too. i only have few 'friends' i only talk to during lunch and recess. not like i want to make any either. i know you guys absolutely didn't want me to be a loner here. not really, but yeah i am. i'm afraid i'll be too emotionally attached to them like i did with you guys and be depressed when i have to leave. school sucks here. the teachers can't teach for shit.i got harrassed few days ago. i hate it. i love you still. i know we text every day. but i'm starting to forget your voice. your hand when it was in mine. i didn't say this in front of you, but i love you. we didn't have crazy confessions but we just started to blur. you guys are the bestest, the most amazing friends i can ever have. its hard to go to school knowing you guys arent there.