I don’t understand why my boyfriend choose me. Out of anyone in this world why me. I’m fat, ugly, and a chud. I have such terrible mental health I lash out on him sometimes when I don’t mean to. I’ve been suicidal and sh (6 months sober now cuz of him) I’ve had a ED, I’ve had every problem in the damn book. But no matter how many times I’ve pushed him away, said mean things to him, made him worry. He still stayed. Why. Why does he keep staying. Why. Why. Why after everything I’ve been through this past year or so, I’ve been through it all and he stays. I don’t understand why he stays. He always calls me pretty and beautiful no matter what, he says I look pretty n beautiful without makeup and with makeup. He says he’s always proud of me no matter what. I don’t know what to believe. Out of anyone why me. Why me.