this is so annoying, stop making it seem like you know me. I don't care for your advice. why does everything need to turn into a lecture and or an analysis on my personality. I didn't ask for it. just please leave me alone. You make my jaw lock up and the tears prick my eyes, i hate that you affect me and that I can't focus on anything you say. I am dealing with so much. Can't you see? It dawns upon me how hard I tried to escape this very thing and now its catching up to me. I don't see a way out. The people around me are so fake