at this point im just faking being happy around people, i mean my family ACTUALLY sees me happy but on the outside, my friends, my classmates, the people i work, i say everythings fine and that im happy but in reality no. i ask myself why am i even unhappy, is this just part of growing up? i guess im probably craving a friendship that actually cares just 2 people and a healthy, friendly, inseparable relationship. anyway i hope we all someday will feel the freedom of happiness in the future even if its so hard u cant do stuff