I miss my mom so much. She passed away early last year. My birthday was a month later. She bought me a gift before she got too sick to get out of bed. I felt nothing but sadness when I saw it and couldn’t thank her. Everything reminds me of her. Even if I had a great day, I lie in bed at night and can’t help but cry. Last week, I found out I’m pregnant. I’m sad she can’t be here. I feel so sick and alone. She was the only one in my family who decorated for celebrations. She always made sure to bring everyone a thoughtful gift. She made everyone feel cared for and loved. I wish she were here. I just want her guidance and love. I don’t have the strength she did. I’m so scared to do this without her.