I love my family and my husband, but I always feel so overwhelmed and overstimulated with my day to day life. I am currently a stay at home mom and it’s summer break, I have a 11 year old (who we are still trying to diagnose) a 8 year old and baby just over a year. My husband has a good job but sometimes I feel like he’s either working or sleeping… lately he just does he’s own thing when he comes home from work, I feel like we have little connection anymore, but I don’t know how to bring it up because I am a emotional person and I always seem to sound like a bitch.. I am just feeling so lost that now I have started drinking to feel happy.. like I don’t feel happy anymore.