Im tired, I try so hard in everything I do and its just never enough. Never enough to have just a small break, I fix something and fix another until I finally feel like I'm right there and it's like I'm starting over again and again. Like a saved game right before you die and there's nothing you can do but restart the game. And I'm always angry and I dont even know why, its like I either feel angry or I'm crying cause idk how else to let everything inside out. I went to the park recently with every intention of it being the last place I ever saw. It was the most peaceful I've ever felt in my head but I was too scared to pull the trigger. Im just here with no idea what to do and I'm just so tired because my mind is never quiet.
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