I'm so sad, I feel like such a failure, ever since my 2nd year in college has been awful, I've finally made it to the final course and I can't afford to fail again, I've dealt with depressive episodes and anxiety caused by school for SO LONG, I don't know if anyone even cares about what those words mean anymore, the thought of losing all the money effort and time spent on this course on one more failure makes me want to disappear, I don't know how i can keep living after that, my life is at stake here but i can't tell my profs honestly how desperate I am because that's "inappropriate" or "guilt-tripping" I don't know who to take to and I'm just so afraid, if anyone's reading this please pray for me, or send me warm wishes/good luck, anything please for the love of God just give me one more miracle, please let me graduate and let me be free from this place that's brought me so much pain