My dad died and the whole situation is making me so angry in a way I’ve never been angry before. I feel like I don’t have anybody to be there for me the way I need them to be because the two other people in my immediate family are both being dicks about this. Neither of them seem to ACTUALLY care that we’re on the cusp of bankruptcy. One of them is a half wit who turns the kitchen light on when he wants to sit in the living room and uses the heater WHILE WE’RE IN A HEAT WAVE, not to mention whining about sweets and clubs. The first thing he asked me after dad died was ‘what’s going to happen to my football club?’ THIS WAS IMMEDIATELY AFTER I FOUND OUT DAD WAS DEAD. The other one is permitting this behaviour and allowing it to continue. On top of that, she keeps getting angry with me for everything as if I’m supposed to have all the answers about everything but I don’t! I haven’t had a second to grieve because I keep having to take care of everyone but nobody’s. Taking care of me.