i feel so bad for the people i left after making 2 friends online. i just dont want an online presence anymore but i feel terrible because i feel like i mislead them. i wanted friends too but then i just left, what is wrong with me? i left them both a goodbye message before i got rid of my account, but that still feels scummy. there was a connection, but i just couldnt be there and i feel so terrible for doing this too them. i truly hope they find good friends. i dont think i can ever make meaningful connections if this is just what im going to do. it is what it is for me i guess but for them i just feel so terrible. i apologized buts not enough. im so sorry