Having your mental illness thrown in your face for nothing makes everything so much harder. I cook, clean, care for kids everyday and have no outlet for all this anger I have. My BPD makes my emotions drastic but man I’ve hid my thoughts and feelings for years, kept my emotions in check and lose control when no one’s around. Anytime I show something other than happiness my spouse says not to let my BPD get me “oh no your finna have an episode *laughs*” BRO FUCKING HELP ME so i wont crash tf out. My kids don’t get to me but the expectations of me just happy all the time do. I’m one person and I can’t do everything by myself.
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