well, i am lonely. i have one person who may sometimes choose me over everyone else, and thats good. but i mostly wouldnt choose them or anyone because they dont know the real me. i kind of put on an act depending on the person SUBCONCIOUSLY. a lot of the time i want to talk about myself, my beliefs interests and more. but im afraid. im afraid ill be an attention seeker if i do this. i think im quite humble but these urges are unfortunate. i never act on them. ive also got a problem. i get addicted to people i hardly know. not a minute goes by where i cant think of them. its driving me insane. i think maybe because deep down i know no one may feel that way about me so i try and be that for others. pls help if you can