Rant #14299

I'm 19 years old and I am absolutely incompetent socially; I'm scared how my life will turn out. People at work slowly figure out they can bully me, interviewers laugh at me under their breath, and people generally patronize me then push me away if I try to be funny and make a friend. I look very normal but as soon as I open my mouth you can clock that I'm socially lagging. The same thing happens if I am too quiet and can't match the vibe. It makes me hopeless and sad.