I’ve been so mad recently. Event right now. I don’t know what to do with this anger. I keep accidentally taking it out on people close to me. I hate myself i hate myself so fucking much. I dont want to be here. I draw so i’ve tried drawing my anger but i can express it through art. I’ve never felt like this before. I want to scream. I want to do something stupid. I want freedom. I feel so trapped and alone. I dont even know what i need. I hate this so much. I thought maybe writing it out might help but homestly i feel worse and every little movement is pissing me off. I want to punch or hurt someone or myself. I dont know what to do