I just feel like a really shitty and lazy person right now. My father told me to clean something, and I thought it normally looked like that. After a little bit of bickering I just decide to go to the garage and get over with. Once I come back, he starts asking me why I didn’t want to wash it. I said that I think it normally looks, even when it’s clean. I start going back to my room. He then starts yelling me and cussing at me. A few minutes later, he gets my sister and tells us that he’s done of nagging us. He then leaves to get the milk or something idk. And here I am typing. I feel like it’s all my fault, if I just obeyed none of this would have never happened. I’m sorry I was born. I’m sorry for it all. I’m sorry I’m stubborn and lazy. Please forgive me. I should have never existed in the first place. And for those who think that’s a dumb reason to leave, I kind of left out some of those details. I’m sorry you had to read this. I am so very sorry.