I feel like boys are boys. I’m literally going to turn lesbian… it’s not like I have a reason not to. Boys are fuckinf basic nowadays. Maybe they think I’m too much or I stand out so much. But every situation ship I had, I was always let down. My heart was pierced, and your heart isn’t that easy to heal. My life is bland. I don’t get the hype with everything in the USA. Everything’s so selective. And I feel weird for being actually thoughtful and not afraid.?? Do you want me to be scared? So you want me to change my whole life for you? I don’t get it.