Rant #14023

Sometimes I think that everyone’s life would get better if I’m gone. My parents won’t have to worry about me and can sell the house for their retirement. My sister can get on with her life and have a baby instead of hanging around with me every weekend. My best friend could finally travel without having to wait for me until I can save up. I feel selfish for having these thoughts even though it seems selfless. I think my fav cousin would cry though. I’d hate to do that to her.