I liked this guy. Found him on my old Schools Instagram. He's a hot. And sweet. He lied my ex best friend. And me. But he wanted to like me more than her. We planned with date. Then he had a mental episode and it never happened. This was in June. In july, we reconnected and talked, saying we didn't like each other. Neither of us were convincing. I get ghosted again. Try texting a different guy. He responds. Find out from my other ex best friend he has a girlfriend. Here's where today comes in. I don't feel the rejection until weeks later or a day later. And it HIT a day later. When he followed me on insta. And a week from that, IT HURTS. I even texted him a couple days ago about some stupid couple I saw and hated at a McDonald's. No response. Half my reposts are about him. Idc if he finds out. It's the day before my bffs birthday party and her cousin, the ex bff who told me he had a gf is gonna be there and I'm crying over some stupid guy. I just want to be like my friend with a bf.