i am so fuckingggg tiredddd of hearing the same “respect ur mom” or “ur mom is just stressed” or “ur mom just cares” speech. my mom literally gets anyone she can to talk to me about “respecting” her. it pisses me tf off, i wanna beat the fuck out of that old bitch sometimes bc it’s been 2 damn years n she still doesn’t understand why i fucking hate her when i’ve tried everything. i’ve yelled out that i fucking hate her, i’ve told her respectfully why i hate her. she still doesn’t seem to get it. i hate this bitch. i barely see her as a fucking mom, all i see is a gambling addicted bird brain who chooses her boyfriend over her daughter. i can’t even wearing a tube top in my own house bc i need a sweater, even in the summer. i can’t go out bc my mom assumes ill get kidnapped everywhere i go. my mom used to punish me by forcing me to sleep in her bed bc she knew id be uncomfortable. my mom repeatedly used to beat me, but when i start beating her ass back, im the “devil”