I am afraid of life, i am afraid of pain, i don't like being hurt, i don't want to be in pain anymore. I am scared of life. I am scared to live. I don't know what to do. I lost all drive, ambition and motivation i once had. And i just have a hard time in life. David goggins says to go against the pain or confront whatever i am scared of but i just end up more scared and afraid than before when i do that and at the end whatever i tried went nowhere. And most important of all people just keep hurting me over and over i really can't catch a break. Yeah i am one of those guys, so what? Who cares? You certainly don't.