Rant #13925

i wish i had any bit of motivation and aspirations in life. i don’t know what i wanna do. i’m at the age where everyone is figuring it out, everyone but me. all i do is bed rot. i wish i had something going for me. i have no friends, no support system. i just think and talk to myself. i stay in my room every day and only go out to get necessities. sometimes i feel like a waste of space. like i wasn’t meant to be here.