Being the youngest child doesn’t always mean being spoiled, I feel so empty inside and lonely 24/7 its annoying. I hate how everyone treats me like Im handicapped and don’t know anything its so frustrating. I’ve been lonely for my whole life and its really hard for me to find anyone real and genuine with me. mom says its because god is keeping me away from bad people but is he really keeping me away from people for my whole life?? I always feel humiliated whenever I hang out with friends and family it makes me look so embarrassing and gross.