There’s this guy that I liked so much. Someone that I courted a lot after realizing I am actually ready to ACTUALLY meet or go out with someone again. Okay, it was clear he was unsure with us and what he wanted us to be, but we were going out wveryday, chatting every night, watching movies at my unit together, and eating out together. So much things said, asked. felt. To end up seeing him go out with someone else he nows call his boyfriend. Where was I during those months? Maybe I was an option, a choice? There was anger, but now its just mourning and yearning of what was and couldbe been us. I miss u M. I miss u.