I'm so hungry and my mom won't buy food for me. I don't have any way of getting income at the moment despite applying to jobs every day for the last year, and i feel to guilty asking her for money just to buy snacks when she's already paying for our home and such, but she always buys food only for her. I sometimes ask for something but she usually "forgets" and buys stuff i can't eat because of an allergy, then just buys me plain microwavable rice packets that i eat with some butter which is what i've been living off for the last few months, and whenever i try to eat anything she bought for herself, she goes into a weird tantrum saying that she wasn't hungry anyway and won't eat. I just want to eat something? i get dizzy easily and have no energy. I'm losing hair and my period now only lasts like two days, which ik sounds great, but its not normal for me. I sound greedy and selfish, but i really wish she could just buy me something to eat as well that isn't rice packs once a day.