Im really struggling with finding out this year that the person i was closest with for years and years was actually abusive and coercive in all ways you could think of. But, also at 11 they had always been more mature and developed despise being the same age and they are the reason im struggling with cocsa. They did horrible things looking bacj and i just felt like i couldnt say no out of guilt, they manipulated me and now ive got all of this in my head worsening me. I cant see a solution.
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