The situations I’ve put myself in just haunt me every day, so co parent w 2 different dads and I just sometimes compromise at my own mental health as the expense an I am genuinely trying to be a good mother. I just feel so helpless at time because I blame myself for being in this situation and no one is coming to rescue me I’m almost 30, and genuinely feel like this is a core hurt in my soul. Not only having a broken family but not loving myself enough to walk away from this unhealthy relationship I have with both of them. I sacrifice so much to just get a lot to just understand to not react. I’m just so tired of always being the bigger person… I just have no idea how to navigate life right now.