I'm just so fucking tired of everything, and i don't even know what to do because every choice I have would make it worse, my friends are slowly starting to not include me anymore making me feel more and more left out as each day passes, but then I don't wanna leave them cuz they're the only friends I have and getting a new friend is way to hard for me as I suck at social interactions both in real life and online, and people at school see me as weird because I don't fucking talk much, but in reality I'm always too fucking shy to say anything because im scared of what people will think but I know I shouldn't care but i still do and this is all so fucking confusing for me and I just want this fucking nightmare to end
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