There’s so much eating away at me right now, I’m loosing my bestfriend who I get is going through something but so am I. I’ve almost died so many times this week but it’s okay because we have to talk about your problems with the boy you love that you don’t think loves you back but Ik does, your to stubborn to accept my help and actually talk to me like you want to talk to me. I feel like I’m talking to a fucking brick wall. I talk to her but all she ever does usually is reply to me like it doesn’t matter, like I don’t matter. I ask to call but you don’t want to because you’re not in the mood, fine sure great. But when he asks to call I get a text if “OMG INLOVE HIMMMM” and paragraphs on how much you love him but when he hurts you your so quick to forgive I haven’t hurt you like that or at all, I hold my tongue so I don’t start shit between us but somehow the way I feel is my fault because I’m not communicating, how do I communicate with someone who won’t work with me? I’m so sick of it