NSFW warning Man, I just love it when compulsory masturbation just destroys my insides. It's so fun when you have to orgasm over and over until you physically can't breathe. It's so fun when you have to clench your muscles until you're sore. Wasting every last drop of energy is amazing! Seeing blood in your underwear afterwards is the best. And cramping for at least an hour afterwards is just great! Just the thought of the way it makes me feel is enough to get me nauseated. My brain has me trapped behind bars. Forcing me to repeat this painful cycle over and over. There's no escape. You're forced to lay there, exhausted, unhappy, and somehow still needing more. I feel so pathetic for letting my brain control me like this.