Rant #13687

I love you soo much as a friend. But i want to you and only you when we are talking. I feel suffocated and less prioritized when your boyfriends name always comes in between each and every convo we have. I get that you both had a really bad past. But i only ask for you and only your time when we talk. Am i asking for too much? Why am i always the one who shows more care? I feel hurt. Hope you value me as much as i do.