Why do I need to curl my eyelashes 2 feel pretty Why do I need to have paler skin to be prettier School is more abt grades then learning Why do I feel like all my friends secretly hate me Why do I feel like my family despises me Why do I feel so alone around such a loving community Why does my future seem so unknown Why does everyone seem so confident Why does everyone not have divorced broken parents Why does everyone not hv a sister that hates them so much Why does everyone not hv to bear the hidden secrets and burdens I shouldn’t hv to know until im older Why do I feel so lost in my identity I don’t even know the true version of myself