My friends birthday is coming up and she's having a party at the mall. She invited me and I know she invited a lot of other people I don't know and don't like and that just makes me not want to go anymore. I feel horrible and guilty though because it's her day. I'm not going to not go, but I'm going to leave early. But, I feel like a horrible person because I'm leaving early on her special day. I was also thinking about just making up an excuse to not go but it made me feel guilty. I don't know why I'm feeling like this.