Should I be in a relationship if I don’t fully trust my partner? It’s not his fault at all. It’s because of my two exes. My first one would abuse me every single day. She would hit me and get mad at me for the slightest things. When she fully broke up with me because I said they had red flags, she forced me to date her again. I didn’t want to. It’s partly because my best friend talked to her and is basically the reason she wanted to get back with me. I didn't have a say and when I told her I just wanted to stay friends she stalked me the rest of the night. My other ex manipulated the shit out of me. She made me scared to look at another person for fear that she would find out and hurt me. She was the most toxic person ever. She made me not be able to trust anyone fully. She ruined my life. I almost ended it all because of her. And when I told her I was about to she said “ can you not I have a lot of family issues and don’t need this added on to it.” Am I the bad guy?