I have to let this go i shouldn’t let anyone hold me this much. I just think of you so much it hurts, I wanna cry I need a hug. I know I don’t know you that much but you’ve become important to me. And Jesus Christ does it hurt like hell that it’s not reciprocated. I know this is just the universe balancing things out. But it hurts like hell. But growth is never supposed to be easy. I will get through this regardless of how much I miss you. And everyday it will be progress. Then it will get easier eventually I know. It has too. It has before and it is inevitable. I can and will move on