whymewhymewhyme I just wanna be able to sleep at night without panicking I just wanna be able to go a day without wanting to harm myself and feeling everything so extreme I just wanted to have a fun life that's all I want why did this have to happen to me why did this have to happen I jusy wanna be a normql person whqts wrong with me why idontwannt be myself iwannwtokillmyself