Rant #13587

I hate my self so bad it actually hurts sometimes I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I should just kill myself but I’m too much of a coward to do that also everything actually sucks like fuck I just want to scream so loud like I sh but only do cat scratches so I can’t even do that right I hate that everyone around is so amazing and I hate that they’re all burdened by me I hate my twin has me as his brother I hate everything I hate me