I want to die so badly but I just can’t. I cut deep into my body with a hidden razor or shard of glass I stole when no one was watching, I choke myself to exhaustion to sleep and when I don’t choke mys, I stay up till morning the next day. No one responds to my texts and if they do they don’t care. I think I’ll do an experiment and stop texting them all for a week, maybe more. I’m far away, so it would be hard to actually visit me. I really wanna see if anything changes or if they care.