I feel like no one cares. I try to support all my friends and family but when uts my turn no one answers or they get sick of me. Why? I even cut off these friends awhile ago and got them back so they wouldn't end up in a bad place and because I missed them, but here we are again, new reasons to be mad at them, accept, I cant stay mad at them given how much they go through. But when they never answer or dont always put in the same effort, it feels so tiring. Its also tiring when I seem to be the only person that messes up time and time again. I hate it when the reasons why I cut them off resurface, but I would miss them. I give them all the support I can, but i never seem to receive it; or maybe I do and im ungrateful? I cant tell anymore. I feel like they're all better off without me.