My mother will never stop playing the victim, ever. I hate you, I hate you so much. I don't have any positive feelings towards you anymore. You say I'll kill you, you tell Dad and turn him against me, you practically almost announce it on the news, just because I didn't clean the floor "properly." But you're a respectable kind lady when you beat me until my skin is raw or threaten to kill me and tell me about your sick plans. I wonder who's going to kill whom. I hate you, Mom. I love you, Dad, but you hurt me too when you're so afraid of your wife that you punish me when you know I'm not wrong. I'M SO TIRED AHH WHEN WILL I ESCAPE THIS DAMM HOUSE