I don't want to die but I'm tired of the emotional verbal abuse and gaslighting narcissistic treatment of my family. Yes I know I've messed up in life, things have happened and I don't fucking know where to go from here. My family makes and have made 10 million mistakes and that's ok all fine and dandy, but something goes wrong for me they come at me a pack of wolves. I tell them their issues they go "we're not talking about us were talking about you " to deflect fron them AT LEAST showing me any fucking compassion. They act like my life isn't fixable all because something didn't go right for me this morning and blah blah blah I should have already done something else. IT'S NOT THAT SERIOUS but they make drama over anything. Tbh I think they're mentally ill and trying gaslight me into thinking that I am. No. My issue? IM SICK OF PEOPLES BULLSHIT AND SHIT TREATMENT AND BEING DISRESPECTED. How is that hard to understand? My family keeps their heads up their ass so they don't get me.