So EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME IF IM PISSED OFF AND ANGRY OK. Everyone wants to treat me like dogshit. I don't care what happens ok. It's that fucking serious if the thing falls thru on me but family goes up like a nuke regardless. And these fucking shitty neighbors of mine I've had it with them waking me stomping at 3 am. Everybody wants to come against me today. I'm tired emotionally mentally and physically. Just go ahead and end my life already it's not worth the misery. Or maybe I should idk. Nobody would fucking care anyhow I'm just a use and a benefit to others that's all. For example my one fan is only nice when they want something. Once the need ends they stop speaking to me and act eh whatever who cares about me. I don't forget these things. Enough is enough. Especially these shitty neighbors we got. I've had it up to here ok. I can't give personal details but they don't seem to gaf and act like they can get away with murder. They're the worst neighbors we probably ever had.