I’m in so much pain and I’m so tired I just want to die. And it’s hard because I don’t want to. I love my job, I love making people happy, I love performing, I want to see my cat, I want to fall in love, I want to have friends…. But no body cares about me. I just I thought they liked me . I thought we could be friends.. maybe more but no one ever likes me. So of course he doesn’t either . They all gave me the silent treatment today. I don’t know why. I’m scared someone said something and now everyone hates me . But I didn’t do anything. I’m sick. I’ve been sick. And I just want to get better but the doctors said I’m healthy so there’s nothing I can do. I tried to call dad. I just want my dad but he didn’t listen to me at all and he never asked how I was. No one does. They’re all so happy without me there Why am I fighting for people who doesn’t even consider me Ishoudl just kill myself I wish I had the energy to so I could stop hurting