Why can’t people just love me? All they do is criticize me and never listen. Nobody cares. All they do is put off my feelings. I can never talk to someone without them completely ignoring me and my feelings. All I want is to feel loved. My boyfriend doesn’t even give a fuck about me. All he does is make sex jokes and jokes about cheating on me. Mind you I’m 13 and he’s 14. We’re too young for any of that. And it’s so fucking obvious it’s lust over love. He literally called me ugly. He doesn’t even think I’m pretty. He just wants someone to have sex with. He doesn’t love me and never has. He just wanted a girlfriend to make sex jokes to. And I fucking can’t with it. Every-time I tell him to stop he says he will but he never does. I don’t even know what to do anymore. I don’t want to break up with him. I just want proof that he actually loves me and isn’t just dating me because he felt like having a girlfriend. I’m tired of it and I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this.